Editor in Chief

I have no editor and when i used to try to be my own editor and go back on what i wrote to edit it to make more sense it ends up a mess!!! i realized many years later finished books are the result, most oftentimes, of a writer AND an editor.  But that is the industry, and I don't read books.

I read life.

I am on a mission to bring clarity to a world bogged down but i have found my way out so i am free, so let me free others, so on and on until the whole system collapses from neglect.


I have reread my posts on Kyle and on Life and the World we live in today, and i may say OH MY are there things left out! in 3 places at least, i see, i left out a word or thought, because i had to complete, where i used to get lost in the details, i remember, the time, it was the age of kyle priebe. i have since gotten my life together, but in a time when i felt so alone and everyone was cold to me, albeit not to each other but i couldnt really receive love, because i didn't know how- broken family situation.  Kyle had divorced family too.  We never talked about it but it was a pain we shared.  Desmond too.  Others don't know.

Our parents dont know, what they've done to us.  It's for us to persist because the world is constantly changing, I found forgiveness in only realizing Hey, if they could make it better they would, ... its taking what we learn, and unlearning it. Taking the world apart and letting it come back together.  With all the pressure we cannot  be who we are intended to be.  And there is a lot of pressure, from all sides.

Anyway,

I have love and light,
I'm going to church anyway
just to see if its something that's going to uplift and inspire, and come together. so i can work out on my own version of church, and what to call it, and all that, i mean duh, its the Community House..........

i have big plans people.

but for now all i have is the resources i am given and this is what i have which is a macbook laptop on its way out with the K key missing..........................

I think we need to rejoice in creating, in what we could create, yes yes yes in this external world i think we must build it up in faith and love and honesty first............................ Intentions.................... u know........... but you have to be willing to go through the part that gets you there, it might be lands quite contrary................ i mean hey, look, we CAN CREATE. i've been wanting to have a reunion for a long time.  You guys get to go to the funeral and console each other and laugh and cry............ and see whos left here, you know, US!................. but... i think i go on for much some time........ to tend to the masterpiece of living with love, with creating something in the external world as some structure that exists without the presence of me as a person, that people can go to, to do what i hold in the highest regard- Having fun.  Laughing.  Playing.