Perhaps your creativity is dispersed now to those who wanted a piece of you. I certainly did, and I mean that non-sexually, although I admit I was drawn to you, 2 nights in particular, and I always felt safe with you, you shone like the sun. I felt amazing when we would interact, it's like your love was so strong, your presence, your warmth, that it filled up the space, the whole space, of wherever we were, all of us, as a group, indiscernible as separate, because we would have such a good time. Such fools to think it could get any better, that there was anything after this. I hope it does, and believe it will- I had to, hang on to that, belief, that things could be better if i tried i could forge my way there. And you Kyle, you went another way and I'm so sorry, I'm SO sorry, for the part I played, because obviously it wasn't a good enough one. I thought maybe we all felt the same in our company, the group, people, or person to person as one on one, the feeling you get, when you're with someone- you automatically, if you're feeling at one with life you know, automatically kinda take it as ambiance that you're both feeling the same way? But maybe you needed sunshine too, when you couldn't quite glow to the level you knew was superb- you reach for the sun, but you reached too soon........... i understand.
{crying} Damn. Pink Floyd. back again.
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